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Wednesday, July 2, 2008

you yesterday told me you dont want me go because she have personal things to tell you about her bf staffs. then you told me nort to go. &i trusted you actually. but this morning you told me another thing. you said yesterday you &her go find tpy boys. then you know i alr very angry lliaos. i went out talk to christina dear. well mood abit better lle. then you come confront me is it i angry you anort. then i replied yes. as in isnt it obvise. you said sorry you will nort do it again. no point saying sorry when you will do it again in the future i replied. want beg? because i know you well. after that you said all those craps. then you asked me whad i want. bolliaos? as in. you are the first one who ask me question that you know the ans alr. then i told you no point of doing this cause you will kdo it agn. i mean fer whad you pung seh me cause of her then you said sorry. after that pung seh agn then say sorry. bo lliaos ar? when my mood gets better you ask me fucking questions which makes me angry of you morr. is nort because of hate you. is treat you as one of my sister then you cause of just patched up friend pung seh. you ask yourself touch your heart &ask yourself your own mouth said sister then you llik that treat me. you know how to do sister anort? or rather it just the words but nort from your heart? i dont want your guys intro all those staffs. in fact i dont need. i know clubbing i cant go in make until you very angry. yes you said sorry &actually i have alr fergotten. but you still tell everyone. you know hate people to call me xiaomeimei. why still llik that? is because you ferget or because you take it to heart at all? i think both also nort. you are a pretender. i thought you would just pretend of those people you hate. i trusted you alot. but me you also want to llie. in case you dont know - [ you told me that you need to meet her cause of her personal staffs then dont want i go. &you didnt say cause of the little girl]. then when you ask me go out &talk you. you say ooo is actually me &her buey gum then dont want i go. you nort peng wei you whad? &dont give stupid excuses said whad i pung seh go home then lleave you alone llarhs. you talk no sense nor. is nort llik you dont know i tio ground. then i didnt pung seh you cause of friends llarhs hor. wake up can anort? then yesterday you said you insane. in class keep on shout therr shout here. i told you that you wrote one thing wrong or whad nicey. you cb scold me stupid then make my cheeks fer f. ar? you insane so whad? can llik that treat people der mehs? seriously sometimes you said until you &my ex very gum. whad in msn talk then make you very happy. you know i want to ferget him. why talk about me &him until so gum? you have police case big mehs? why must find him cannort find my nv er? YOU HONGSTER. even your mouth said der sister der ex also want. charbo everyone have limit llarhs hor. wo ren ni very llong ago lliaos. but just keep on keep in my heart only. you said him until so good. why starting still blame me and give me attitude when i stead with him? keep on say aldr. good all those staffs. why now dont have lliaos? ehs. EVERYONE HAVE A LIMIT LLARHS HOR. you better keep your words &llearn to b a normal people llarhs. have your own character llarhs. KEEP YOUR WORDS. dont at first say this one after that say that one. &didnt i said nort to talk about him to me? you want you can talk to another people why come to me haolian you &him der relationship? actually all this while i've been keeping in my heart. i didnt tell you because i want our sistership to go llonger. having with you here really makes me happier. but you keep on say about things that i want to ferget der. &it makes you llik a bitch. dont say lliaos. because i say i morr i morr heart pain. just rememder behaves yourself as in know whad you are doing. even if you are lying to me just cover it up so that it wouldnt hurt me at all.

i chose to nort to know anything.
then to know everything about you.


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