One step at a time

Friday, May 30, 2008

happy birthday to zhenghui korkor.
rotting at home. watching 'it started with a kiss' all the way.

well, im getting off.
im sick of missing you.
im tired of loving you boy.

just now was busy chatting in msn with claudia sis dear baobeiis &yihong.
stupid ass. at first yihong buey steady. after that talk solve lliaos.
dont know at last how.
but im sure im going to enjoy with claudia sis all the way der.
im going to miss her until mad man. make things morr easy.
2morr days to go.

i will move on.
i will pretending is nort hurting at all.
im going to crack my brain to stop thinking of you.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

yesterday watched Er Zuo Ju Zhi Wen until 0700pm plus. after that rushed to seng kang fer guitar lesson. told my sis to pei me go mahs when she just reahced home. she said ok ok. then we rushed out. took bus to therr about 10min plus jiu reached lle. walked to the school at the top lvl of compass point. waited about 1min then go in. after the lesson went to find my sis. she siao der llerhs. i see her face llik nort happy llik that. i cheer her up. then she threw at me her phone she told me to call home then continced said 'it seems llik she dont understand whad im talking about.' - pointing mother. after that i followed her to kopi shop. then she keep on asking me whad i want to eat. then i ans lliaos she said i dont know mother have cook anot. then she asked me agn. then i ans go find a seat first. after that she ask me the same quest agn. i ans agn. she bo daiji shoot me is you want come coffee shop now say want leave. then i said i dont know whad mother have cook anot mahs somemorr then i followed you come der. she siamsiam. on the way walking to bus shop i told her to buy a bread first then she walked a long way to buy bread. she buy bread also need to ask me whad to eat. then i gave her choice. &she bought curry puff. then we was walking to bus stop interchange while she was eating her curry puff. after awhile the bus came. she said 'stupid just now i should buy bread llik that i will eat faster.' then went in the bus i sat in front. she blamed me fer in front she cannort eat. after that i changed place sit behind she scolded me 'yar i have a stupid sis who make it morr obvise.' stupid ass llerhs. i in front llik that me &my guitar morr space. she can sit behind if she wants. by the way she also walked behind to look fer seat when i was siting in front. after that no seats she blamed me. fedups. reached home lliaos. mother didnt cook fer dinner. then went downstairs to buy &eat at home. after that i went to bath &sleep.

woke up about 1200pm. then fried ginger ring &chicken. dont say lle llarhs. it's over nights one. after cooking continced my show until 0400pm plus. &now im very boring can. but mayb later going out. if nort go and sleep lle.

Bruise and battered by your words.
Days are shattered, it hurts.

Friday, May 23, 2008

it's been a long time didnt updated my blog lle.
going to rot lle. hahah.

last thursday. glad she didnt get anything from school about the smoking case llarhs. -teacher check your bag you throw the sticks at me in front of teacher. pls noted that everyone in the class saw it. ira christina dear our class malay der all saw llarhs. i hided under claudia sis bag. she thought i want hai her. then she scolded me. virgin llarhs. then now northing happened to you lle. you happy lle mahs? do people dont do until so gou fei nor. -

yesterday after school went to hougang met christina dear der sis after that walked to her home hahah. so shiok llarhs. but her sis gave 2 sticks nort enough we both mahs. then decided to go and buy one pack. christina gave me one bag of make ups &want me to wear until very sexy llarhs. about 10min after i made up went down to coffee shop buy. stupid ass. all those tko bei keep on looking. after that i buy lliaos faster run to xtinadear house lle. hahah. then saw her sis after that took same lift go their house. then at therr hahah until shiok. then talk cork awhile. after that went dear took cab with me sent me hub. then go walkwalk. having fun with xina dear whole day. after that go home nor.

i miss llee yin qian. i miss lee yin qian.
i miss llee yin qian. i miss lee yin qian.
i miss llee yin qian. i miss lee yin qian.
i miss llee yin qian. i miss lee yin qian.
i miss llee yin qian. i miss lee yin qian.

now just wake up only. one bright morning. but dont know whad to do fer the whole day.
june holidays come lliaos. dont know whad to do.

but im giving up.
&even it's bleeding.
i will move &make it through.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

it's been days i didnt update my blog.
well, yesterday northing speacial really happened.
just left school late. anderson vip drag our time. tgf.
after that fang lle. misunderstood them. went cc with claudia.
my loving asshole trying cloths dont care if people saw her inside anot.
shame shame. eeeeeeeee.. hahah. after that bought the cloths then walkwalk fer awhile.
took train went home.
now it's super sssuuuppperrr hot now.
& it driving me crazy.

i know you're thinking whad i'm thinking.
boy, i beg you will nort want to mix with me agn.
cause i am nort going to watch myself die this time.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

on saturday went to far east settle personal staffs.
&on sunday went to far east agn bought some staffs then went to watch moive with people. =]

monday monring went to school. &suddenly mr singh said stay then continced said we are going to science centre. during the bus jorney to therr was quite fun but include zheng hock didi morr fun llarhs. hahah. reached therr alot of school nor. ok. but namind. =] then step in after awhile only. other school tiao us. we didnt do anything nor. but they no cake der. the girls want to see llet them see 2/8'08 der boys llarhs hor. after that went fer a break? baobeiis claudia have free two pizza then nearly a bottle of drink llarhs. so good can. after that went in dont know wherr then play.

today went to school and morr than half a class didnt come can. sians. but have dear dear acompany me the whole day. in line skating was the first thing we did in the morning. was quite fun. scaring people all around with dear dear. after about recess time rushed to eat cause no enough time. then went up hurry hurry end up waiting outside the hall fer moive. &while waiting ken andy &the xiao der keep on disturb me llarhs. lame shit. after awhile went in &watched transformer then yao le didi keep on di di siao siao. &dear dear sleep until very shiock. hahah. reached 0110pm lle me &tracy went out first. followed by dear bridget shermaine bao er they all. then from 711 went back to meet them. then went to cheng san cc. stupid ass. all want listen to my story. about 1hr plus. after that walked to hub. then awhile went to hahah with shermaine acompany. thanks. cannort tell out our serects. then bought ice cream at mac. after that took bus to may flower acompany her. after that go home lle.
i miss yin qian fer the whole day.

i know you have never loved me befor.
&i will nort ferce you.
boy, im giving up. im putting down everything.

Friday, May 9, 2008

today is friday. &yar sometime will think of my love ones befor my bedtime. =] 8.45am went out of school &eat mac breadfast. =] sit therr about 1 hour plus. then go off. christina differnet cab as me &claudia. i miss her right now llarhs. she's my cute dear. then went to claudia house as per normal. now her house is just llik my second house lle. =] i treat her as my family. alrights. then went to bought hahah fer her. asshole is loved. use com &slack as usual llarhs after that. &went home.

&whenever i go to sleep,
i tell myself to llet you go each time.
im sorry. i cant llet you go. i still miss you.
but i cant cry out because i know i cant take back my words.
i thought i could llet you go easily from the start.
because reasiled that i cant stay with you long.
so i chose to llet you go.
boy i miss you badly.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

went to school to take exams. after that went to eat at 505 bubble shop with claudia, geraldine &tracy. then chat fer awhile. me &claudia went off fer about 30min plus? then joked all the way until her house. after that use com at her house slack. then time up go. normal day northing speacial llerhs. ooo.. yar. we took a mtv. hahah. just kidding. but nice llarhs. ehs? want to see? =] i will post up somethime.

but i havent miss you yet.
until i stop thinking about it.
&i hate everything about you.
why do i love you?
i shouldn't this. no i shouldn't.

Sunday, May 4, 2008

now so hot llarhs. my head damn pain going to die alr.
here enjoy the song. =] stupid ass.
this morning woke up by the damn hot sun around 0800plus?
yar. that's early. but i cant go back &sleep.
then went to switch on my com fer awhile &then watch the hua mulan at kid central. hahah.
after about 2hrs plus the movie ended.
then when back to sleep. until now my head is fucking pain. no pills.
cannort do anything llarhs. im fainting.

i keep thinking at was only you.
im on my own.

Saturday, May 3, 2008

woke up about 1230 going 1300? then ate mi go rang. =D hungry hungry.
after awhile when i just begin to cook my noodles. then a call from my mother.
said want go out eat then i said dont want ask my sis.
&cause my sis wants to meet my mother. she drag me go.
then after i cooked finish starting to eat. my sis said after i eat go meet her. lame shit.
cause i meet her only pei them eat their lunch. then i said dont want go repeatedly alr.
after about 10 - 20 min? my sis was bathing preparing to go out. &my mum call.
i picked up. she ferce me to go llarhs. fedups. cause i dont know whad to wear &go out also no money.
cannort do anything. then she come ask me go out said want find guitar lesson.
her pattern come out lliaos. yar llarhs hor. then i bo bian lle. pei my sis go out meet her. wu lliaosbobor.
at first went to seng kang but i dont want. then went me &my sis took bus reached seng kang.
i called my mother ask weather she reached anort. if nort meet at plaza sing.
but she havent reached so we met at plaza sing. =D after that we go ther eat long john.
then go walkwalk. &we went up saw some music school.
passed by therr saw lots of guitar llarhs. so handsome. hahah. chose classic llarhs. =]
cause electric very lousy. jazz normal normal only llerhs.
but after checking the timing therr nort match with my timing.
then went to seng kang after acompany my mother see those staffs in spotlight. =]
took mrt &waited fer a few stops to seng kang. then went all the way up at the compass point?
&finally found the music lesson timing just nice. =] but why just half an hour? stupid ass.
alrights. that's about today.

im sorry, boy.
i guess i shouldnt have say this.
but i miss you badly.
you stupid ass told you to get lost you really left.
but it's also fer your own good.

i know i should have alr llet you go. 

i will b just fine. pretending i'm not.
im falling from far &it's all that i've got.
so deep that no one knows.

Friday, May 2, 2008

as per normal. end my exam at 0830. then fang lle. after that went to central eat hotcakes with sausages. saw dine, Tracy, bridget, chistina, denica &guys. =] then go walk walk until 12pm plus. then very tired. my mind just keep thinking non stop. but thanks to my baobeiis who always company me der. =] i love her. cause of me didnt meet her friends. but well, i promised i will repay it. alrights. after go walkwalk then took train go home lle.

guess whad? the exam fer today only fer half an hour.
dont get jealous. =]