One step at a time

Monday, June 23, 2008

school reopens. &i never turn back to look at you agn.
im nort afraid of losing you because i have alr lost you.
im just going to b myself. &whad i want to do.
northng really speacial? panda lincoln chee boon zheng hock hair cut in the morning.
then i also called to go in front to wait fer om &check.
stupid ass mr singh so bastard llarhs. about morr than 1period gone.
&the first lesson was dnt. mr nathan i miss him mans.
went to do cutting all those staffs. cut until my hand pain llarhs.
until end of the lesson. after that went fer recess.
but after awhile one group of sec1 boys made until yaole didi very angry?
then he at therr nag until he buey tahan then shhh.
was about 5min late fer recess. me &claudia sis on the way to stairs saw dm.
nearly booked by him. but never llarhs. im a good girl.
reached classroom was a mess &expand my ear hole within 5min.
after awhile my erzi they all came up. john asked me to call lincoln out?
cause i dont know anything. then just call nor. after that they dont know say whad.
then jiu go lle. my cutecutecute erzi. but he still dont know is who - that time im pointing der.
i have alr given up so no point saying lle.
after slacking in class talking to panda &claudia sis. went out fer a walk.
&cause i didnt know it's mr singh lesson. &the class still in a mess.
everyone doesnt care at all. but about 15min he went into in the class. then changed seats.
but didnt changed my beloved sis sitting with me.
then turned back talk to zhenghock didi all the way until school ends.
walked to toilet acompany to acompany then on the way to school gate saw cara.
&i know alot of things. well its obvise. after that walked to hub.
saw geraldine tracy yaole yihong they all. me &claudia walked about 1-2 rounds in hub.
then decided to go central. saw one group of deyi boys.
hong llarhs. i buy bubble tea they also want to hong. wulliaos.
went in the shop &waited her fer awhile. her eyebrown is better now.
after that we walked to mrt. saw xiaokid. he looks llik a boy so namind llarhs.
anyway thanks claudia fer acompany me to way home.

well im walking away.

Friday, June 20, 2008

llet talk about yesterday. went to hougang with sis to interview.

saw alot of familar faces. =] waited fer about half an hour go walkwalk.
after that took train to orchard then go shopping.
reached home about 11pm plus.
i will nort tell you whad happened. because it's serect.
ooo.. yar. my hair is. regreted cutting it. my in front so short.
the auntie dont know how to cut der nor.
&i just wasted 10bucks fer this shit. fine. hair will grow der.

northing really speacial about you after all.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

im sick. keep on coughing llarhs. didnt update my blog fer a llong time.
last two days went to malaysia fer one day trip.
took some photos.

cute?

the chicken is sleeping nort die. cute right?

the stupid ass trying to fight with me. but i keep on lauhging.

the monkey dont care me llarhs. then trying to act emo. but really llik human llerhs.

my super cute dad.

look at the owl eyes.

going on boat to see fire files in the night.

nice right? so took it.
school reopens soon. &i dont know whad to do llerhs. abit boring boring der.
today keep on coughing in the morning then llet my sis scolded. lame shit.
after that i continced to sleep until afternoon then wake up.
drank cold milk make until i stomachach.

im lliving without you.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

it seems llik. i first time wake up so early on holidays? 8am plus &now im blogging. surprise.
yesterday 8pm plus slept then woke up about 2am.
cant sleep lliaos. so waited fer the time to pass until 8am then get out of the bed.
ehs? i sleep so early because me &my sis keep on watch videos until night from the starting of the day llarhs.
went to bed when my dad is home cause he wants to watch his moive too.
then my sis still very hyper keep on wake me up wanting me to pei her go eat or go down walkwalk.
she is older than me. &it seems llik she morr hyper llerhs.
gone case. im getting old now.

but you're almost here when im crying in tears.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

so late then wake up. today morning then sleep. came here to post.
but i have northing to post. ehs? i feel llik eating durian. i miss the taste of it.
&i think of long john. i miss the feelings of the love.
ok. im hungry now. but dont feel llik eating?
confusing right? but namind llarhs.
christina dear i miss you.
claudia sis i miss you.
geraldinedine baby i miss you.
zhenghock didi i miss you.
yuan zong bro i miss you.
lincoln bro i miss you.
i suddenly think of the name fu lin. mayb i miss you too?
dont misunderstand. cause mayb i fergotten his face lliaos. =x
now im chatting with superben in msn. so cute &sweet of him.

i miss you.

Monday, June 9, 2008

woke up then switched on computer. staffing net fer awhile my bro woke up. then keep on looking at me whad im doing in net. fedups. then went to youtube. until the time that my ah ma came in asked 'ehs? zihui you havent eat ar? i tell you ar. your couz tianwen. so on.' then she saw my bro lying on the bed. then she talk to him. after about 30min less. she asked me want to eat anort. then he said want. i said anything nor anything nor. he kns go shout &scold me. 'ah ma dont cook fer her. she dont know how to talk poperly.' i damn fedups. then i talk back. 'i llik that call dont know how to talk poperly mehs?' then he kaobei kaobu. kns. he thought he big i scare. whack until i die. at last also die. die earlier in this type of life morr happy &mayb i will thank him to do that. then ah ma walked back to me then said 'zihui you shouldnt talk llik that. just say want or dont want.' then i said dont want. they all shut up. ccb. he thought i scare him. shout at me big f ar? i have morr knowlegde than him llarhs hor. 'get a life dont do this type of bo lliaos daiji llarhs dey.' hate i said this words right? im just being honest. you can say huan lo this all. but it's just the facts that you can run but cant hide. GET A LIFE. after that ah ma still cook fer me. then i went out than switched down com to eat. then i switched on the fan i asked him want anort. then he said the words that i used that time. big time sucker llarhs. then i ate finish when into study room. fer awhile he went into his bedroom then came out. walked to the toilet &smoke. i can smell nor. cb. you eh sai go buy your own house llarhs smoke until your die. then i closed my door. after about 2 hours later. went out watched tv. then claudia phone call me. i miss her llarhs. asshole. dont know she miss me anort llerhs. then awhile i went in to my bedroom. my sis still sleeping llarhs. gone case. about sometimes when i lied down fer awhile she woke up. then asked me pei her go china town settle some staffs. so waited fer her to bath &get changed. after that went out to china town. then after settled the staffs. went to walkwalk. she bought herself a skinny jeans. congrats. then went to my guitar lesson straight away. reached therr was abit early. but the teacher told me to go in. then 30min inside. he gave so many homework. then fang lle saw my sis lliaos. pei her went down eat the kfc. then chat about the wine &beer all those staffs. (talk about when our friends drunk) cute mahs? hahah. then went to fair price to see all wines &beers. then she said 'if i have money i comfirm buy llet you drink want? but i now no money to buy llarhs.' i was llik whad i a waste. then we took bus go home. reached home lle. went to bathe. then watched the prison break. handsome llerhs the ang mo lang. after the show went to bed preparing to sleep. then 12am plus that time my sis called me wake up. to watch dvd with my dad &sis. then i compared them to watch. very interesting llerhs. but watched until 2am plus. my dad buey tahan go to bed. then we continced to watch the show until 4am plus. then i went to bed. my sis was the last who sleep der. but i dont know whad time she went to sleep.

get out of my life.
i dont think i need you stupid boy.
GET A LIFE. dont b so bo lliaos llarhs.

Saturday, June 7, 2008

went to far east. go walkwalk with my sis agn. actually she should b meeting her boy-friend. but she lazy llarhs. no chance to llet me see also. suan lle. bought ear sticks at x-crafts. power llarhs. now my 3rd ear hole is closing. namind. im going to repierce it soon. &im going to re expen my left ear hole? still thinking. back. after that walked to border shopping centre to suki sushi. llong queue llarhs. then waited fer llik 15-30min plus. when i went in i was llik finially llarhs. eat eat eat eat eat until about 40bucks+ then waited fer my dad to come pay fer me &my sis. shiok. anyway thank you dad. after that walked to the shaw therr. watched 'gong fu panda'. so cute &funny llarhs. after the show was about 9pm+ lle. took bus rushed down to plaza sing to look fer sports shop dont know fer whad. but by the time the shop is closing lle. then went out plaze sing saw alot of people around the starbucks therr. saw many familar faces. handsome also have. =] but all malays. waited fer my sis to buy her shoes after that took train go home.

you woke me up.

Friday, June 6, 2008

EHS! YOU KISS LLARHS. YOU KISS MORR LLARHS. I GO CLUBBING.
ENTERTAIN YOUR ASSHOLE LLARHS. CCB. YOU THINK YOU LLIK THAT VERY CUTE UH?!
LAI COME 1ON1. YOU WATCH I GO YOUR SCHOOL OUTSIDE CATCH YOU.
NABEI. FUCK OFF LLARHS. CCB. BIG TIME FUCKER. I DONT LISTEN TO ALL YOUR CRAPS NOW.
YOU ONLY HAVE TWO CHIOCES. YOU WANT NOW COME DOWN WITH YOUR SIAOS EHS.
IF NORT I GO DOWN CATCH YOU OUT.
YOU CAN CALL ALL YOUR HAIDI OR DITAO PEOPLE. YOU THINK YOU HAVE STEAD I NO GUYS UH?
WATCH WHAD YOUR DOING RIGHT NOW.
I DONT PROMISE I WILL MAKE YOU REGRET. BUT I WILL MAKE YOU HATE IT.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

didnt post fer a long time.
2 of june had a chalet at paris.

meet up christina they all at nearby escape? after that helped to carry staffs to the rooms.
then went to bed immediatey. alot of peope didnt come llarhs. sians. then yuan zong alone. went outside slack drink. after that was abit face red red lliaos. lucky didnt drunk. sit therr awhile. then about sometime they bbq. helped them. was quite fun llarhs. know alot of chiobus therr. bbq until night time. quite alot of people came lliaos. then went to slack &into? all those staffs. about 7 or 9 plus start to drink. then christina drunk followed by claudia. after my second cup me und claudia share der. i was abit shag. after that i went to bed. after awhile feeling better. took yuan zong's cup &drink. i fall lliaos. then i dont know whad happened all the way. 5 hours later after i am awake. then i went out hahah all those staffs. went back to the room play through the night. until morning then lay down fer awhile. after that went up bed to sleep. thanks &sorry fer you all while i was drunk. &it was misunderstanding.

second day was totally different. woke up. then very boring until afternoon. went to escape. play until head pain. then went back chalet. sat at the bbq therr. found out why we so boring lliaos. then night time talk. after that christina said they all ok lliaos. claudia said have to go clubbing. bo bian. took cab with claudia sis went to vivo waited fer ting &kid. saw gary wear until so cute llarhs. stupid ass. then after looking &asking fer directions finially reached therr. then buy tickets from him? i dont know his name. then took fake ic. cant go in. but they very good didnt bastard. which makes me hate myself morr llarhs. about 2am plus. claudia seems to b very angry then go off. after that nag saying just now very happy alot of guys talk to me. say until llik i was at fault. told her dont care me liaos. befor still told him to entertain me. i hate this type of staffs llarhs. they want entertain they entertain. i dont llik pity. ferget it. then took cab. reached chalet. then cannort open was alr very pai seh &tired. still llik this. after awhile open lle. went in to bed and sleep.

the next moring walked off. together with denica baobeis &claudia sis. at nearby eat mac. after that went took cab go home. thanks claudia fer the ride.

when i was drunk.
the only thing in my mind was all the memiors me with you.