One step at a time

Monday, July 28, 2008

this is the first day of the week. monday.
nowadaes i nearly late fer assbemly.
first lesson was dnt. mr nathan is the teacher-in-charge.
then he took dine der babell. at last he whacked by me.
during the lesson went out to book shop with zh &ken or yuanzong.
i have shorten memory llarhs. until bell ring.
then everyone went fer recess. i ate alot llarhs.
im on a diet lliaos. at canteen slack until bell rang then walked up to class.
science lesson. i kept on walk therr walk here. play all the way.
or talk to claudia all those staffs.
after that english lessson. ms keiko gave us exam llarhs.
i also havent study so fast have exam. then waited until the next lesson.
is the mr singh lesson. as usual llarhs. nagnagnag until 0110pm.
ringringring. then he continced to say about alot of stuffs about our class.
about 5min llet us go.
after school as per normal went block slack fer awhile.
then acompany dine to hub buy her babell. then go home lle.
reached home sleep fer awhile. but cause too hungry cant sleep.

i hate love you.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

this two days i can b super hyper &tired.
but i also have learn something today. 'if its the past just llet it go'.
in school have english lesson suddenly bridget cried. she was quite poor thing.
because she thinks too much. told her to come out an wei ta.
talktalktalk until english lesson ended. &the next period was yp.
on the way to therr. actually want bring bridget go yp room comfort her der.
but i was busy at the time. helped her told her bag.
then claudia bring her to counselor. walked to 1/8 &talk to waichiong.
talktalktalktalktalk until toilet because talking keep on shouting.
after awhile mr tan laopo no books to teach or think too free lliaos.
think dirty say me dine zhenghock lincoln waichiong immediately bring us to see mr ang.
bo lliaos nor. walked to the office then we stood therr fer awhile. after that go g.o stand.
om come out talktalktalk. then walked to yp room.
asked christina came out fer awhile then talk alot. think now northing lle.
went back the room sleep. until ken shouted alot of words. woke me up.
after about 15min lesson ended we walked out to school gate waited fer waichiong.
claudia said she cannort go with us cause she have tution llarhs. llik dog llik that. fake.
then about 15 min we all go lliaos. as usual walked to panda house take hahah with dine lincoln zhenghock acompany.
at school gate waited fer waichiong to come out. but he didnt llarhs.
dine i know you dont bear but you must bear with it llarhs.
he also bear to lie to you make you fight with us. then now you try to cover him all the way.
then we slack at a block until 0200pm plus. zhenghock walked off first. panda went home.
after that me geraldine lincoln walked to 7 11 under the hot sun. i feel so weak llarhs.
bought sweets. shared with geraldine und lincoln. then went to bus stop.
dine bus cam first. then we waited fer awhile the bus came.
after that went home lliaos. at home hahah until whole body feel very weak. but shiok.
thanks christina fer the songs. i miss zhenghock geraldine claudia lincoln panda.

you dont know how i feel.
because you lleft.
boy im going to myself.

Friday, July 11, 2008

hey. readers in my blog. i havent been updating my blog fer a llong time.
went to school as usual. i keep on coughing nowadaes llarhs.
when i just school saw geraldine while talking to ming jie. then slack at canteen.
after that mr ang said go back to class through the loud speaker.
after awhile went back to class. mr singh still havent come.
while the pledge taking everyone was slacking then mr singh half way through scold.
then i was in the toilet. so didnt know whad happened. walked back to class.
greeted back then he scold me. i greet show him respect. he scolded me.
then he scold the class fer the respect. lameshit. after that everyone looked at him fer awhile.
he paiseh said sorry then greet. lame shit right.
first period was pe. run ther run here. my body wetwet.
after doing those warming up then ended the lesson. went to canteen.
took the stick fer didi then scolded by the auntie. i blurblur looked at her.
she give me. good nor? then llet mr singh naged fer awhile. go lliaos.
climbed the stairs up to 4th floor. mr tan's lesson. all the craps that he was talking.
then changed seat time. yi hong seat with me llarhs. he so cute.
after that was recess. but mr tan put our rescess time.
follow on was maths. everyone in class went to wong foo kit lesson late then blame mr tan.
steady. the maths are so confuse llarhs. then no interest lliaos. went to sleep.
but cant sleep so keep on talking with didi &panda. until english lesson.
standard der llerhs. mr ng kept on give us watch moive.
half of the class sleeping. one out three was watching.
then me bro panda didi andy all go back the class play. until end the lesson.
&finially the last lesson is ci. also standard llet mr singh nag fer awhile.
then we nag him fer the class t shirt. after that we all re design the class t shirt agn.
ringringring the brell rang. then mr singh just walked away.
so rude of him right. dont know how to greet. still teach us respect.
after school. went to buy hahah with bro. took quite a time to reach therr.
then walked to jim block &slack therr fer awhile. &took cab go home.
im busy nowadaes &now im busy with my sis staffs. she wants to put song in her phone.
then she gtg. on the tusk on me. yes mdm. then she left home.
about 0630pm going out to meet her at amk. then go couz house warning.

im llearning to b a person.
but i cant aspect the fact the i lost you boy.

they're weird.

Saturday, July 5, 2008

weird. you said scold me in cbox. whad thing if alright all you? i yesterday busy. so didnt entertain you. you said you want change is up to you der. cause i think i had changed my llife.
erms. last friday after school go hahah with dinedine zhenghock lincoln yi hong &chun rong this is standard der. after that go home changed then meet up with panda. dinedine cannort go llarhs. dont know whad happened. boring nor. after that me &panda took train meet andy his stead his gan mei his gan mei stead. all is couple llarhs. then me &panda odd one. go therr also didnt play pool llarhs. go therr celebrate dont know who's birthday. lol. then we sent me home. so you want you can acompany cara. i will b meeting zhenghock didi to play basketb soon. you want to come join us then come. ehs? 0925am this early i wake up llarhs. im werid. i guess feelings to him are fating away. mayb it have alr fated away. ang zihui is moving on without a lover &im proud of it. nort searching fer someone to love. cause i believe if have fade the person will appear in front of you no matter whad. northing to post lle.

you used to b.

Thursday, July 3, 2008

i feel so crazy today.
i want to ferget it all &start a new. because i have beliveve everyday is a bright new day.
well you seem llik to b carry on this pain. but remember i dont llik snatchers.
befor whad you have is whad i gave you. is after i &you gum then they started to talk to you der nor.
fer whad snatch? you at yp so gum with christina fer whad?
actually you dont have the rights nor. because between me &cara you chose her rather than a classmate.
then now you want come find your classmate. cb. dont b so greedy can anort?
you can only choose one. just llik me. i choose classmate than other classes der people.
since you choose other class fer people why still want classmate? you damn selfish.
actually i really want to ferget it all. but you keep on make me very angry.
panda your brother so? is i gum with him first whad. you only him as brother nia.
now want come take away christina you very thick skin nor?
think whad i said ok. if you want i fergive you you change yourself first llarhs.
i remembered bridget told me you have changed but at yp room you seems nort to change at all.
think it all over again.
since you want to choose other class der people then dont snatch away other people love.
remember dont b greedy.

you make me feel so crazy.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

you yesterday told me you dont want me go because she have personal things to tell you about her bf staffs. then you told me nort to go. &i trusted you actually. but this morning you told me another thing. you said yesterday you &her go find tpy boys. then you know i alr very angry lliaos. i went out talk to christina dear. well mood abit better lle. then you come confront me is it i angry you anort. then i replied yes. as in isnt it obvise. you said sorry you will nort do it again. no point saying sorry when you will do it again in the future i replied. want beg? because i know you well. after that you said all those craps. then you asked me whad i want. bolliaos? as in. you are the first one who ask me question that you know the ans alr. then i told you no point of doing this cause you will kdo it agn. i mean fer whad you pung seh me cause of her then you said sorry. after that pung seh agn then say sorry. bo lliaos ar? when my mood gets better you ask me fucking questions which makes me angry of you morr. is nort because of hate you. is treat you as one of my sister then you cause of just patched up friend pung seh. you ask yourself touch your heart &ask yourself your own mouth said sister then you llik that treat me. you know how to do sister anort? or rather it just the words but nort from your heart? i dont want your guys intro all those staffs. in fact i dont need. i know clubbing i cant go in make until you very angry. yes you said sorry &actually i have alr fergotten. but you still tell everyone. you know hate people to call me xiaomeimei. why still llik that? is because you ferget or because you take it to heart at all? i think both also nort. you are a pretender. i thought you would just pretend of those people you hate. i trusted you alot. but me you also want to llie. in case you dont know - [ you told me that you need to meet her cause of her personal staffs then dont want i go. &you didnt say cause of the little girl]. then when you ask me go out &talk you. you say ooo is actually me &her buey gum then dont want i go. you nort peng wei you whad? &dont give stupid excuses said whad i pung seh go home then lleave you alone llarhs. you talk no sense nor. is nort llik you dont know i tio ground. then i didnt pung seh you cause of friends llarhs hor. wake up can anort? then yesterday you said you insane. in class keep on shout therr shout here. i told you that you wrote one thing wrong or whad nicey. you cb scold me stupid then make my cheeks fer f. ar? you insane so whad? can llik that treat people der mehs? seriously sometimes you said until you &my ex very gum. whad in msn talk then make you very happy. you know i want to ferget him. why talk about me &him until so gum? you have police case big mehs? why must find him cannort find my nv er? YOU HONGSTER. even your mouth said der sister der ex also want. charbo everyone have limit llarhs hor. wo ren ni very llong ago lliaos. but just keep on keep in my heart only. you said him until so good. why starting still blame me and give me attitude when i stead with him? keep on say aldr. good all those staffs. why now dont have lliaos? ehs. EVERYONE HAVE A LIMIT LLARHS HOR. you better keep your words &llearn to b a normal people llarhs. have your own character llarhs. KEEP YOUR WORDS. dont at first say this one after that say that one. &didnt i said nort to talk about him to me? you want you can talk to another people why come to me haolian you &him der relationship? actually all this while i've been keeping in my heart. i didnt tell you because i want our sistership to go llonger. having with you here really makes me happier. but you keep on say about things that i want to ferget der. &it makes you llik a bitch. dont say lliaos. because i say i morr i morr heart pain. just rememder behaves yourself as in know whad you are doing. even if you are lying to me just cover it up so that it wouldnt hurt me at all.

i chose to nort to know anything.
then to know everything about you.

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

it have been a llong time since i post.
alot of things happened &i cant rememmber.
or rather i dont know wherr to start.
so i would just talk about today.
came to school in the morning as usual &they threw my sweets.
ferget it. then after awhile went to gather at the parade sqaure.
mr singh fer northing caught my belt llars. too high cannort too slow cannort.
while mr singh was nagging his class walked past me.
& i realised he looked at me as if im llik a stranger. well, but still thanks.
i think first lesson was english? watched moive until bell ring llarhs.
is my class bo lliaos? then almost all sleeping.
im going to finish my drawing soon.
&after english was chinese. the teacher came in &talktalktalk.
very boring llarhs. just waiting fer the time to go fer recess.
when 0940am reached was llik finally llarhs. walked down to canteen.
talk with them as per normal. then ringringring went up to class &it was social.
while walking up saw ben they all. then talk fer awhile. went up lliaos.
after that get back to lesson. boring all the way. after that science.
went to bio. lab then play staffs. claudia baby changing yio chu kang sec.
although is sad der nor. but i dont know how to say llerhs.
well after school she went to meet cara. was abit angry but at last also llet her go.
cara. dont take away my baby nor. but caused whole class owned alot of things by the teacher.
then mr singh told us to stay back and i owned him a donation card llarhs.
then waited fer panda acompany me go report. after acompany him to go his house changed cloths.
dont think too much. im stuck outside waiting fer him llarhs.
nort gentleman at all. well this is my classmate.
after that i gave him all staffs needed when report. then he meet his stead.
i went home changed cloths go out.
that's the day in school.

you know i always want you.
by looking me llik a stranger.
by making me feel im nort noticed at all.
by poking my heart again &again.
is it your hobby?