befor i fall in love

2008-09-19T21:15:00.000-07:00

llong time didnt posted. here it goes.
exams are coming very soon. im going to study.
didnt go maths lesson on friday. i kept on llie to myself say will go will go.
at last never go. how?
northing really happened on the day.

i have given up as i think you know.
you told me delect all your staffs.
but it took me somedays.
however you should b glad that i have alr threw all your things in life expect memoirs.
they are still in my heart.
you said right.
im nort changing fer anyone.
well im nort changing at all?
you want to pretend that im nort therr is up to you.
im just missing you abit.

2008-09-02T20:39:00.000-07:00

who was the person who tag you?
no one
what did you think of the person?
dont know
1.Do you eat a lot of fast food?
yes
2.Have you kissed anyone in 2008?
dont tell you
3.Were you happy when you woke up today?
dont know?
4.What did you last get upset about?
drunk
5.Do you eat candy on a daily basis?
sometimes. have money then buy to eat
6.What about in your 5th sent message?
dont know
7.Who was the last person you ate with?
alone
8.Who was the last person you took a picture of?
claudia or me
9.When ordering sushi, what do you get?
dont know
10.Who was the last person you sat next to?
dont know
11.What were you doing at 10 am?
sleeping
12.Have you changed a lot since summer?
dont know
13.What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
orange?
14.Where is the place you want to be right now?
back into his arms again &never lleave
15.When was the last time you cried?
last few days
16.What's your favorite songs at the moment?
breathless
17.What were you doing at 11 last night?
lying on bed
18.Who's near you?
dont know
19.What were you doing at 5am in the morning?
sleeping?
20.What's bothering you right now?
money money money
21.Who was the last person to talk to you on the phone?
dont know
22.Whose house did you go to last?
dont know
23.Who honestly knows everything about you?
him
24.Who broken your heart?
him
25.Honestly, do you love someone very much?Who?
him
26.Who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
him
27.Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
yes
28.Are there any parts of your body that hurt?
my hand
29.In the supermarket, the first thing that gets your attention is?
sweets
30.How cool do you think you are?
nort cool
31.Drugs are?
pills
32.Which one do you hate the most?
dont know
33.Who was the first person to text you today?
christina dear
34.What was the first thing you did this morning?
walked
35.Who was your last missed call on your cell phone?
christina dear
36.What's the last mistake you made?
was to fall in you
37.What are you listening to right now?
northing
38.Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
jeremy
39.Who was the last person to call you
lincoln
40.Is there anything that you want to say to someone special?
dont know
write down 10 person to do the quiz.
1-10:are the ppl who are close to you.
11-14:are the ppl who are not close to you.
1. christina
2.Denicia
3. bridget
4. xinlin
5.Geraldine
6. Claudia
7. charissa
8. meiyan
9. vivan
10. meiru
11. baoer

i love you so.

2008-09-01T18:51:00.000-07:00

northing to do. &im rotting at home.
i dont know why. write here something.
things have changed. even you.
im nort angry about you. im just feeling disappointed as in you dont need to lie or whad der nor.
say der true llarhs.
that's whad im going to say.
anyone can give me private servers der website? thank you.

give me one week to ferget him.

2008-08-24T04:13:00.000-07:00

went out in the afternoon. morning hahah two sticks lle then took a warm bath.
slept fer hours until afternoon then went out to town with friends walkwalk.
suddenly thought of zh his brithday called him then went to amk hub find him.
very cold llarhs. the whole day raining. at orchard struck in the rain.
then rush to find him after that walked to the lan shop saw yu ping &him.
walked to kfc eat. nicenice llarhs.
then acompany zh to play basketb awhile jiu meet xk at hub.
saw him laughed all the way but i think he angry with me.
xk took zh &yp expantion out. then they keep on say therr say here.
acompany them walked until my legs very tired about 0600pm went home.
now feel llik sleeping.

i dont know how to explain how im feeling right now.

2008-08-21T00:10:00.000-07:00

morning didnt went to canteen. assembley stood behind.
first lesson was cpa. do all the lighting world first dont know whad der.
until lesson ended. next was maths mr wong foo kit.
sat therr do filing &helped panda to do too. busy all the way.
bell rang they went fer recess but lincoln acompany me stayed in class.
bridget &tracy also stayed in class. then i took lighter from lincoln &burnt the lletter.
it was quite llong &some classmates were in the class after i burnt it.
after that was english. having fun with ms keiko.
then joked with friends until the next lesson. so that i can feel better.
didnt do her work then she said very sad.
i wrote two sentences then she llik northing to say. but she very cute.
walked to yp room &greeted after that llistened to mr taufiq all the craps.
then went up to class agn to do survey. was personal llarhs.
&it llet me reminds of him. but its giving me up.
talked to mr shafiq fer entertainment. he cute.
after that walked down to yp room. formed a circle &played game.
school finished walked to block buy hahah with christina dear, lincoln bro and denica.
claudia didnt followed us because she have to do finish her maths work.
however he still have one pack. then went off &slack.
after awhile christina dear find her sis.
denica baobeiis dont know go wherr mayb find her stead.
me &lincoln bought staffs then went off. talktalktalktalktalk non stop.
saw him &friend walking. actually i didnt realised until he shouted my name.
it was actually touched. dont say lle.
walked until the mrt station then took off to khabit saw kimkai.
on the way chat about na staffs. true llarhs.
its good to go na then throw people diapolma fer them to see.
reached lle he also took off at same station then took cab go yishun.

confusion.
i felt sorry fer whad i did.
dont worry blame it on me.
if lloving you needs me to llie to you agn i will never want to tell go with you.
but just lloving you serectly.
i dont expect you to llove me though.
i still llove you so.

2008-08-20T04:23:00.000-07:00

You promised me it will nort become llik this.

But I knew these was going to happen.
Am I missing you too much or lloving you too much?
Guess you should b hating me fer doing that.
The reason I stayed with you because i wanted you to understand.
Boy yes we both need a break.
I dont know how to face you. I dont know whad to do. I know I shouldnt say this now.
Is nort I dont understand you. You always say I think too much.
Is you lleaving me. Is nrot I dont trust you.
Because I lloved you too much. I had enough.
I am lleting go now. You should b happy anytime can find me.
Remember the words I told you.
This few days were sweet &it worth fer me to die off llik that.
Now that you know i have llied to you at the starting. I guess you are hating me now.
But if I lleft one last breath I would tell I loved you was true.

2008-08-20T03:23:00.000-07:00

in school northing really happened.

you break in my llife &walked away.
thanks fer everything boy.
&this few days it will become our memoirs in our heart. yar?
am i insane or i really dont llove him lle?
all this awhile i llied you that i love from the start.
but the very last moment i told you i love you was true.
i guess it was too late. i knew you will angry &hate me.
feel weird to me after all right? 200808 webnesday i woke up acompany you in school fer dc.
thankyou fer the sweet. although it just a sweet which cost cents.
but it will make me smile fer the whole day.
hate me if you want. i dont know whad to say i dont know how to face you.
i dont know why i dont know how i dont know when i actually lloved you.
promises from the start was just comforting yourself.
i knew this would happened. but i dont want to lose you. understand mahs?
did all this because i can see you still llove her.
dont keep on say i think too much or whad. but seriously is nort i think too much.
i know i wrote all these you will nort turn back.
sorry boy.
i still llove you?

2008-08-08T08:59:00.000-07:00

alot of students didnt come llarhs. dear they all didnt come but i came llerhs.
walked to school with tc korkor this morning bought hahah.
all the way acompany him fer the whole day in school must thank baobeiis meimei.
6 bucks i only take 5 to 6 sticks. dont say lle. always i pay morr der.
somemorr morning i paid the most the pack they take. bully nor?
went to parade square &llisten the talks &performance. talked with ken &chun rong until the performance ended.
went up to class then ms kamal told me to go parade square join the class llarhs. lol.
the classes also went up to their classrooms lle. told me to go parade square morning didnt wash her mind. laughs.
then saw unknown &told him to give me the pack of hahah.
then he gave after that i went up to classroom.
ah dog suddenly went up to my classroom said want take from me.
i thought tc korkor give him der at last he take from me der.
he told me he very angry cause i told it from unknown.
but then recess went to find him acompany him go hahah.
after that he bought drinks llet me drink llerhs. so good nor.
awhile bell rang lle then walked up to hall see to performance.
boring all the way nor. but have tc korkor acompany.
siting behind was xianfu &friend they want eat my doufu.
then i boxed them. after that continced to see the performance.
1145am tried to find someone to contract my baobeiis son zi to celebrate his birthday.
accompanied tc korkor after school fer awhile to hahah then took cab rushed down to tao payoh.
i spent 8bucks llarhs. then i ran off &find him. afraid he ran away.
went to ps with birthday boy to eat walk the whole ps.
then went back to tao payoh eat llong john silver he treated me llarhs. so good.

we had a llong quarrel fer that.
but boy you cant bear to lleave me.
im afraid im going to miss you agn.
wherr should we start?
i guess you love my present dont you?
happy 16th birthday my boy.
i guess im lloving you once morr.

2008-08-05T07:44:00.000-07:00

cant really rmb whad happened in school today.
so this post going to b short.
because after school i went 520 to slack with claudia acompany.
then walked to hub shopshop talk &laughed alot. llong time didnt go out with her lle.
i miss those times man. but i want to play basketb llarhs.
i want money money money to go shopping eat silm play important buy whad i want to buy.
love is just a bussiness the yp teachers was right at all.
ooo.. yar i havent do the dnt things. how?
anyone know how to do mahs? those people who is my classmate you know mahs teach me nor.
it is about time fer sleep lle readers.

since you walked off.
to me money is the only love.

2008-08-04T01:17:00.000-07:00

llong story fer today. but im nort going to say all?
morning went to school very early llarhs.
'saturday went to sentosa &saw my sis. she shoot kia llarhs. she told my mother alot of things. &some were nort true. then yesterday all the way we didnt talk to each other. she want say she say nor. as llong as i didnt do that jiu can lliaos as whad my mother told me.'
'sunday went to bugis watch mummy. hahah. funny but interesting. bought one skirt fer myself. i dont want to spent money alr. im llik a killer of my dad llarhs. i felt sorry. im trying very hard out from my heart. i want to control myself. laughs. at night then go home. reached home fer awhile went to mother's room she scolded me llarhs. all cause of her? cause of misunderstanding. was angry at that time.'
back. reached school canteen talktalktalktalktalk as per normal.
saw sky korkor &friends they told me to go over therr said 7th month cannort do this do that.
scarey nor. then walked to bridget that side talktalktalk awhile rang bell.
mr signh still the same llarhs.
'your socks your socks'. then alot of aunoment stand until leg pain.
first period was dnt fer monday. then kept on make mr nathan &he only know how to act cute llarhs.
ooo.. need to do presentation. but i dont know how to do llarhs. teach me llerhs.
after that recess time walked down to canteen. hungry &tired but i just sat down therr only.
then cannort stand alr i walked to buy food &eat.
went back to class &it was science. mrs yap had abit changed lliaos but this thing must understand nor.
because we always make alot of noises.
all the way very boring until english lesson. ms keiko rock on llerhs. played &laughed with her &claudia.
panda was very angry then keep on whack the table. because xiaodurian took his cardigan from panda.
then went panda got back xiaodurian obur very smelly. washed also cannort washed away.
after that panda questioned me why llet her wear.
he all the way very angry. then claudia sis throw him money at his face.
after awhile actually me &claudia sis went down her class to tell her expect her to do something.
but they are having exams. then awhile we saw mr ang walked past.
then we walked off lliaos.
&finally cme is the last lesson didnt stay at classroom but go to the hall.
llisten the teacher talktalktalk until lleson ended.
after school went out from panda. then llong story llarhs.
but i dont know to say claudia sis was stupid at that time or smart nor.
about 0200pm plus everyone go home lle.
dine sis &me walked to cheng san cc slack therr with friends.
about 0300pm plus we went home lle.

therr's no words that we both could start to say to each other.
because it's too much to say.
whad should i say?

2008-07-28T02:01:00.000-07:00

this is the first day of the week. monday.
nowadaes i nearly late fer assbemly.
first lesson was dnt. mr nathan is the teacher-in-charge.
then he took dine der babell. at last he whacked by me.
during the lesson went out to book shop with zh &ken or yuanzong.
i have shorten memory llarhs. until bell ring.
then everyone went fer recess. i ate alot llarhs.
im on a diet lliaos. at canteen slack until bell rang then walked up to class.
science lesson. i kept on walk therr walk here. play all the way.
or talk to claudia all those staffs.
after that english lessson. ms keiko gave us exam llarhs.
i also havent study so fast have exam. then waited until the next lesson.
is the mr singh lesson. as usual llarhs. nagnagnag until 0110pm.
ringringring. then he continced to say about alot of stuffs about our class.
about 5min llet us go.
after school as per normal went block slack fer awhile.
then acompany dine to hub buy her babell. then go home lle.
reached home sleep fer awhile. but cause too hungry cant sleep.

i hate love you.

2008-07-17T03:04:00.000-07:00

this two days i can b super hyper &tired.
but i also have learn something today. 'if its the past just llet it go'.
in school have english lesson suddenly bridget cried. she was quite poor thing.
because she thinks too much. told her to come out an wei ta.
talktalktalk until english lesson ended. &the next period was yp.
on the way to therr. actually want bring bridget go yp room comfort her der.
but i was busy at the time. helped her told her bag.
then claudia bring her to counselor. walked to 1/8 &talk to waichiong.
talktalktalktalktalk until toilet because talking keep on shouting.
after awhile mr tan laopo no books to teach or think too free lliaos.
think dirty say me dine zhenghock lincoln waichiong immediately bring us to see mr ang.
bo lliaos nor. walked to the office then we stood therr fer awhile. after that go g.o stand.
om come out talktalktalk. then walked to yp room.
asked christina came out fer awhile then talk alot. think now northing lle.
went back the room sleep. until ken shouted alot of words. woke me up.
after about 15min lesson ended we walked out to school gate waited fer waichiong.
claudia said she cannort go with us cause she have tution llarhs. llik dog llik that. fake.
then about 15 min we all go lliaos. as usual walked to panda house take hahah with dine lincoln zhenghock acompany.
at school gate waited fer waichiong to come out. but he didnt llarhs.
dine i know you dont bear but you must bear with it llarhs.
he also bear to lie to you make you fight with us. then now you try to cover him all the way.
then we slack at a block until 0200pm plus. zhenghock walked off first. panda went home.
after that me geraldine lincoln walked to 7 11 under the hot sun. i feel so weak llarhs.
bought sweets. shared with geraldine und lincoln. then went to bus stop.
dine bus cam first. then we waited fer awhile the bus came.
after that went home lliaos. at home hahah until whole body feel very weak. but shiok.
thanks christina fer the songs. i miss zhenghock geraldine claudia lincoln panda.

you dont know how i feel.
because you lleft.
boy im going to myself.

2008-07-11T02:03:00.000-07:00

hey. readers in my blog. i havent been updating my blog fer a llong time.
went to school as usual. i keep on coughing nowadaes llarhs.
when i just school saw geraldine while talking to ming jie. then slack at canteen.
after that mr ang said go back to class through the loud speaker.
after awhile went back to class. mr singh still havent come.
while the pledge taking everyone was slacking then mr singh half way through scold.
then i was in the toilet. so didnt know whad happened. walked back to class.
greeted back then he scold me. i greet show him respect. he scolded me.
then he scold the class fer the respect. lameshit. after that everyone looked at him fer awhile.
he paiseh said sorry then greet. lame shit right.
first period was pe. run ther run here. my body wetwet.
after doing those warming up then ended the lesson. went to canteen.
took the stick fer didi then scolded by the auntie. i blurblur looked at her.
she give me. good nor? then llet mr singh naged fer awhile. go lliaos.
climbed the stairs up to 4th floor. mr tan's lesson. all the craps that he was talking.
then changed seat time. yi hong seat with me llarhs. he so cute.
after that was recess. but mr tan put our rescess time.
follow on was maths. everyone in class went to wong foo kit lesson late then blame mr tan.
steady. the maths are so confuse llarhs. then no interest lliaos. went to sleep.
but cant sleep so keep on talking with didi &panda. until english lesson.
standard der llerhs. mr ng kept on give us watch moive.
half of the class sleeping. one out three was watching.
then me bro panda didi andy all go back the class play. until end the lesson.
&finially the last lesson is ci. also standard llet mr singh nag fer awhile.
then we nag him fer the class t shirt. after that we all re design the class t shirt agn.
ringringring the brell rang. then mr singh just walked away.
so rude of him right. dont know how to greet. still teach us respect.
after school. went to buy hahah with bro. took quite a time to reach therr.
then walked to jim block &slack therr fer awhile. &took cab go home.
im busy nowadaes &now im busy with my sis staffs. she wants to put song in her phone.
then she gtg. on the tusk on me. yes mdm. then she left home.
about 0630pm going out to meet her at amk. then go couz house warning.

im llearning to b a person.
but i cant aspect the fact the i lost you boy.

they're weird.

2008-07-05T18:43:00.001-07:00

weird. you said scold me in cbox. whad thing if alright all you? i yesterday busy. so didnt entertain you. you said you want change is up to you der. cause i think i had changed my llife.
erms. last friday after school go hahah with dinedine zhenghock lincoln yi hong &chun rong this is standard der. after that go home changed then meet up with panda. dinedine cannort go llarhs. dont know whad happened. boring nor. after that me &panda took train meet andy his stead his gan mei his gan mei stead. all is couple llarhs. then me &panda odd one. go therr also didnt play pool llarhs. go therr celebrate dont know who's birthday. lol. then we sent me home. so you want you can acompany cara. i will b meeting zhenghock didi to play basketb soon. you want to come join us then come. ehs? 0925am this early i wake up llarhs. im werid. i guess feelings to him are fating away. mayb it have alr fated away. ang zihui is moving on without a lover &im proud of it. nort searching fer someone to love. cause i believe if have fade the person will appear in front of you no matter whad. northing to post lle.

you used to b.

2008-07-03T08:08:00.000-07:00

i feel so crazy today.
i want to ferget it all &start a new. because i have beliveve everyday is a bright new day.
well you seem llik to b carry on this pain. but remember i dont llik snatchers.
befor whad you have is whad i gave you. is after i &you gum then they started to talk to you der nor.
fer whad snatch? you at yp so gum with christina fer whad?
actually you dont have the rights nor. because between me &cara you chose her rather than a classmate.
then now you want come find your classmate. cb. dont b so greedy can anort?
you can only choose one. just llik me. i choose classmate than other classes der people.
since you choose other class fer people why still want classmate? you damn selfish.
actually i really want to ferget it all. but you keep on make me very angry.
panda your brother so? is i gum with him first whad. you only him as brother nia.
now want come take away christina you very thick skin nor?
think whad i said ok. if you want i fergive you you change yourself first llarhs.
i remembered bridget told me you have changed but at yp room you seems nort to change at all.
think it all over again.
since you want to choose other class der people then dont snatch away other people love.
remember dont b greedy.

you make me feel so crazy.

2008-07-02T03:53:00.001-07:00

you yesterday told me you dont want me go because she have personal things to tell you about her bf staffs. then you told me nort to go. &i trusted you actually. but this morning you told me another thing. you said yesterday you &her go find tpy boys. then you know i alr very angry lliaos. i went out talk to christina dear. well mood abit better lle. then you come confront me is it i angry you anort. then i replied yes. as in isnt it obvise. you said sorry you will nort do it again. no point saying sorry when you will do it again in the future i replied. want beg? because i know you well. after that you said all those craps. then you asked me whad i want. bolliaos? as in. you are the first one who ask me question that you know the ans alr. then i told you no point of doing this cause you will kdo it agn. i mean fer whad you pung seh me cause of her then you said sorry. after that pung seh agn then say sorry. bo lliaos ar? when my mood gets better you ask me fucking questions which makes me angry of you morr. is nort because of hate you. is treat you as one of my sister then you cause of just patched up friend pung seh. you ask yourself touch your heart &ask yourself your own mouth said sister then you llik that treat me. you know how to do sister anort? or rather it just the words but nort from your heart? i dont want your guys intro all those staffs. in fact i dont need. i know clubbing i cant go in make until you very angry. yes you said sorry &actually i have alr fergotten. but you still tell everyone. you know hate people to call me xiaomeimei. why still llik that? is because you ferget or because you take it to heart at all? i think both also nort. you are a pretender. i thought you would just pretend of those people you hate. i trusted you alot. but me you also want to llie. in case you dont know - [ you told me that you need to meet her cause of her personal staffs then dont want i go. &you didnt say cause of the little girl]. then when you ask me go out &talk you. you say ooo is actually me &her buey gum then dont want i go. you nort peng wei you whad? &dont give stupid excuses said whad i pung seh go home then lleave you alone llarhs. you talk no sense nor. is nort llik you dont know i tio ground. then i didnt pung seh you cause of friends llarhs hor. wake up can anort? then yesterday you said you insane. in class keep on shout therr shout here. i told you that you wrote one thing wrong or whad nicey. you cb scold me stupid then make my cheeks fer f. ar? you insane so whad? can llik that treat people der mehs? seriously sometimes you said until you &my ex very gum. whad in msn talk then make you very happy. you know i want to ferget him. why talk about me &him until so gum? you have police case big mehs? why must find him cannort find my nv er? YOU HONGSTER. even your mouth said der sister der ex also want. charbo everyone have limit llarhs hor. wo ren ni very llong ago lliaos. but just keep on keep in my heart only. you said him until so good. why starting still blame me and give me attitude when i stead with him? keep on say aldr. good all those staffs. why now dont have lliaos? ehs. EVERYONE HAVE A LIMIT LLARHS HOR. you better keep your words &llearn to b a normal people llarhs. have your own character llarhs. KEEP YOUR WORDS. dont at first say this one after that say that one. &didnt i said nort to talk about him to me? you want you can talk to another people why come to me haolian you &him der relationship? actually all this while i've been keeping in my heart. i didnt tell you because i want our sistership to go llonger. having with you here really makes me happier. but you keep on say about things that i want to ferget der. &it makes you llik a bitch. dont say lliaos. because i say i morr i morr heart pain. just rememder behaves yourself as in know whad you are doing. even if you are lying to me just cover it up so that it wouldnt hurt me at all.

i chose to nort to know anything.
then to know everything about you.

2008-07-01T05:04:00.000-07:00

it have been a llong time since i post.
alot of things happened &i cant rememmber.
or rather i dont know wherr to start.
so i would just talk about today.
came to school in the morning as usual &they threw my sweets.
ferget it. then after awhile went to gather at the parade sqaure.
mr singh fer northing caught my belt llars. too high cannort too slow cannort.
while mr singh was nagging his class walked past me.
& i realised he looked at me as if im llik a stranger. well, but still thanks.
i think first lesson was english? watched moive until bell ring llarhs.
is my class bo lliaos? then almost all sleeping.
im going to finish my drawing soon.
&after english was chinese. the teacher came in &talktalktalk.
very boring llarhs. just waiting fer the time to go fer recess.
when 0940am reached was llik finally llarhs. walked down to canteen.
talk with them as per normal. then ringringring went up to class &it was social.
while walking up saw ben they all. then talk fer awhile. went up lliaos.
after that get back to lesson. boring all the way. after that science.
went to bio. lab then play staffs. claudia baby changing yio chu kang sec.
although is sad der nor. but i dont know how to say llerhs.
well after school she went to meet cara. was abit angry but at last also llet her go.
cara. dont take away my baby nor. but caused whole class owned alot of things by the teacher.
then mr singh told us to stay back and i owned him a donation card llarhs.
then waited fer panda acompany me go report. after acompany him to go his house changed cloths.
dont think too much. im stuck outside waiting fer him llarhs.
nort gentleman at all. well this is my classmate.
after that i gave him all staffs needed when report. then he meet his stead.
i went home changed cloths go out.
that's the day in school.

you know i always want you.
by looking me llik a stranger.
by making me feel im nort noticed at all.
by poking my heart again &again.
is it your hobby?

2008-06-23T01:12:00.000-07:00

school reopens. &i never turn back to look at you agn.
im nort afraid of losing you because i have alr lost you.
im just going to b myself. &whad i want to do.
northng really speacial? panda lincoln chee boon zheng hock hair cut in the morning.
then i also called to go in front to wait fer om &check.
stupid ass mr singh so bastard llarhs. about morr than 1period gone.
&the first lesson was dnt. mr nathan i miss him mans.
went to do cutting all those staffs. cut until my hand pain llarhs.
until end of the lesson. after that went fer recess.
but after awhile one group of sec1 boys made until yaole didi very angry?
then he at therr nag until he buey tahan then shhh.
was about 5min late fer recess. me &claudia sis on the way to stairs saw dm.
nearly booked by him. but never llarhs. im a good girl.
reached classroom was a mess &expand my ear hole within 5min.
after awhile my erzi they all came up. john asked me to call lincoln out?
cause i dont know anything. then just call nor. after that they dont know say whad.
then jiu go lle. my cutecutecute erzi. but he still dont know is who - that time im pointing der.
i have alr given up so no point saying lle.
after slacking in class talking to panda &claudia sis. went out fer a walk.
&cause i didnt know it's mr singh lesson. &the class still in a mess.
everyone doesnt care at all. but about 15min he went into in the class. then changed seats.
but didnt changed my beloved sis sitting with me.
then turned back talk to zhenghock didi all the way until school ends.
walked to toilet acompany to acompany then on the way to school gate saw cara.
&i know alot of things. well its obvise. after that walked to hub.
saw geraldine tracy yaole yihong they all. me &claudia walked about 1-2 rounds in hub.
then decided to go central. saw one group of deyi boys.
hong llarhs. i buy bubble tea they also want to hong. wulliaos.
went in the shop &waited her fer awhile. her eyebrown is better now.
after that we walked to mrt. saw xiaokid. he looks llik a boy so namind llarhs.
anyway thanks claudia fer acompany me to way home.

well im walking away.

2008-06-20T00:03:00.001-07:00

llet talk about yesterday. went to hougang with sis to interview.

saw alot of familar faces. =] waited fer about half an hour go walkwalk.
after that took train to orchard then go shopping.
reached home about 11pm plus.
i will nort tell you whad happened. because it's serect.
ooo.. yar. my hair is. regreted cutting it. my in front so short.
the auntie dont know how to cut der nor.
&i just wasted 10bucks fer this shit. fine. hair will grow der.

northing really speacial about you after all.

2008-06-18T00:13:00.001-07:00

im sick. keep on coughing llarhs. didnt update my blog fer a llong time.
last two days went to malaysia fer one day trip.
took some photos.
cute?
the chicken is sleeping nort die. cute right?
the stupid ass trying to fight with me. but i keep on lauhging.
the monkey dont care me llarhs. then trying to act emo. but really llik human llerhs.

my super cute dad.

look at the owl eyes.
going on boat to see fire files in the night.

nice right? so took it.
school reopens soon. &i dont know whad to do llerhs. abit boring boring der.
today keep on coughing in the morning then llet my sis scolded. lame shit.
after that i continced to sleep until afternoon then wake up.
drank cold milk make until i stomachach.

im lliving without you.

2008-06-11T17:42:00.000-07:00

it seems llik. i first time wake up so early on holidays? 8am plus &now im blogging. surprise.
yesterday 8pm plus slept then woke up about 2am.
cant sleep lliaos. so waited fer the time to pass until 8am then get out of the bed.
ehs? i sleep so early because me &my sis keep on watch videos until night from the starting of the day llarhs.
went to bed when my dad is home cause he wants to watch his moive too.
then my sis still very hyper keep on wake me up wanting me to pei her go eat or go down walkwalk.
she is older than me. &it seems llik she morr hyper llerhs.
gone case. im getting old now.

but you're almost here when im crying in tears.

2008-06-10T01:20:00.000-07:00

so late then wake up. today morning then sleep. came here to post.
but i have northing to post. ehs? i feel llik eating durian. i miss the taste of it.
&i think of long john. i miss the feelings of the love.
ok. im hungry now. but dont feel llik eating?
confusing right? but namind llarhs.
christina dear i miss you.
claudia sis i miss you.
geraldinedine baby i miss you.
zhenghock didi i miss you.
yuan zong bro i miss you.
lincoln bro i miss you.
i suddenly think of the name fu lin. mayb i miss you too?
dont misunderstand. cause mayb i fergotten his face lliaos. =x
now im chatting with superben in msn. so cute &sweet of him.

i miss you.

2008-06-09T00:36:00.000-07:00

woke up then switched on computer. staffing net fer awhile my bro woke up. then keep on looking at me whad im doing in net. fedups. then went to youtube. until the time that my ah ma came in asked 'ehs? zihui you havent eat ar? i tell you ar. your couz tianwen. so on.' then she saw my bro lying on the bed. then she talk to him. after about 30min less. she asked me want to eat anort. then he said want. i said anything nor anything nor. he kns go shout &scold me. 'ah ma dont cook fer her. she dont know how to talk poperly.' i damn fedups. then i talk back. 'i llik that call dont know how to talk poperly mehs?' then he kaobei kaobu. kns. he thought he big i scare. whack until i die. at last also die. die earlier in this type of life morr happy &mayb i will thank him to do that. then ah ma walked back to me then said 'zihui you shouldnt talk llik that. just say want or dont want.' then i said dont want. they all shut up. ccb. he thought i scare him. shout at me big f ar? i have morr knowlegde than him llarhs hor. 'get a life dont do this type of bo lliaos daiji llarhs dey.' hate i said this words right? im just being honest. you can say huan lo this all. but it's just the facts that you can run but cant hide. GET A LIFE. after that ah ma still cook fer me. then i went out than switched down com to eat. then i switched on the fan i asked him want anort. then he said the words that i used that time. big time sucker llarhs. then i ate finish when into study room. fer awhile he went into his bedroom then came out. walked to the toilet &smoke. i can smell nor. cb. you eh sai go buy your own house llarhs smoke until your die. then i closed my door. after about 2 hours later. went out watched tv. then claudia phone call me. i miss her llarhs. asshole. dont know she miss me anort llerhs. then awhile i went in to my bedroom. my sis still sleeping llarhs. gone case. about sometimes when i lied down fer awhile she woke up. then asked me pei her go china town settle some staffs. so waited fer her to bath &get changed. after that went out to china town. then after settled the staffs. went to walkwalk. she bought herself a skinny jeans. congrats. then went to my guitar lesson straight away. reached therr was abit early. but the teacher told me to go in. then 30min inside. he gave so many homework. then fang lle saw my sis lliaos. pei her went down eat the kfc. then chat about the wine &beer all those staffs. (talk about when our friends drunk) cute mahs? hahah. then went to fair price to see all wines &beers. then she said 'if i have money i comfirm buy llet you drink want? but i now no money to buy llarhs.' i was llik whad i a waste. then we took bus go home. reached home lle. went to bathe. then watched the prison break. handsome llerhs the ang mo lang. after the show went to bed preparing to sleep. then 12am plus that time my sis called me wake up. to watch dvd with my dad &sis. then i compared them to watch. very interesting llerhs. but watched until 2am plus. my dad buey tahan go to bed. then we continced to watch the show until 4am plus. then i went to bed. my sis was the last who sleep der. but i dont know whad time she went to sleep.

get out of my life.
i dont think i need you stupid boy.
GET A LIFE. dont b so bo lliaos llarhs.

2008-06-07T20:38:00.000-07:00

went to far east. go walkwalk with my sis agn. actually she should b meeting her boy-friend. but she lazy llarhs. no chance to llet me see also. suan lle. bought ear sticks at x-crafts. power llarhs. now my 3rd ear hole is closing. namind. im going to repierce it soon. &im going to re expen my left ear hole? still thinking. back. after that walked to border shopping centre to suki sushi. llong queue llarhs. then waited fer llik 15-30min plus. when i went in i was llik finially llarhs. eat eat eat eat eat until about 40bucks+ then waited fer my dad to come pay fer me &my sis. shiok. anyway thank you dad. after that walked to the shaw therr. watched 'gong fu panda'. so cute &funny llarhs. after the show was about 9pm+ lle. took bus rushed down to plaza sing to look fer sports shop dont know fer whad. but by the time the shop is closing lle. then went out plaze sing saw alot of people around the starbucks therr. saw many familar faces. handsome also have. =] but all malays. waited fer my sis to buy her shoes after that took train go home.

you woke me up.

2008-06-06T04:57:00.000-07:00

EHS! YOU KISS LLARHS. YOU KISS MORR LLARHS. I GO CLUBBING.
ENTERTAIN YOUR ASSHOLE LLARHS. CCB. YOU THINK YOU LLIK THAT VERY CUTE UH?!
LAI COME 1ON1. YOU WATCH I GO YOUR SCHOOL OUTSIDE CATCH YOU.
NABEI. FUCK OFF LLARHS. CCB. BIG TIME FUCKER. I DONT LISTEN TO ALL YOUR CRAPS NOW.
YOU ONLY HAVE TWO CHIOCES. YOU WANT NOW COME DOWN WITH YOUR SIAOS EHS.
IF NORT I GO DOWN CATCH YOU OUT.
YOU CAN CALL ALL YOUR HAIDI OR DITAO PEOPLE. YOU THINK YOU HAVE STEAD I NO GUYS UH?
WATCH WHAD YOUR DOING RIGHT NOW.
I DONT PROMISE I WILL MAKE YOU REGRET. BUT I WILL MAKE YOU HATE IT.

2008-06-04T23:16:00.000-07:00

didnt post fer a long time.
2 of june had a chalet at paris.

meet up christina they all at nearby escape? after that helped to carry staffs to the rooms.
then went to bed immediatey. alot of peope didnt come llarhs. sians. then yuan zong alone. went outside slack drink. after that was abit face red red lliaos. lucky didnt drunk. sit therr awhile. then about sometime they bbq. helped them. was quite fun llarhs. know alot of chiobus therr. bbq until night time. quite alot of people came lliaos. then went to slack &into? all those staffs. about 7 or 9 plus start to drink. then christina drunk followed by claudia. after my second cup me und claudia share der. i was abit shag. after that i went to bed. after awhile feeling better. took yuan zong's cup &drink. i fall lliaos. then i dont know whad happened all the way. 5 hours later after i am awake. then i went out hahah all those staffs. went back to the room play through the night. until morning then lay down fer awhile. after that went up bed to sleep. thanks &sorry fer you all while i was drunk. &it was misunderstanding.

second day was totally different. woke up. then very boring until afternoon. went to escape. play until head pain. then went back chalet. sat at the bbq therr. found out why we so boring lliaos. then night time talk. after that christina said they all ok lliaos. claudia said have to go clubbing. bo bian. took cab with claudia sis went to vivo waited fer ting &kid. saw gary wear until so cute llarhs. stupid ass. then after looking &asking fer directions finially reached therr. then buy tickets from him? i dont know his name. then took fake ic. cant go in. but they very good didnt bastard. which makes me hate myself morr llarhs. about 2am plus. claudia seems to b very angry then go off. after that nag saying just now very happy alot of guys talk to me. say until llik i was at fault. told her dont care me liaos. befor still told him to entertain me. i hate this type of staffs llarhs. they want entertain they entertain. i dont llik pity. ferget it. then took cab. reached chalet. then cannort open was alr very pai seh &tired. still llik this. after awhile open lle. went in to bed and sleep.

the next moring walked off. together with denica baobeis &claudia sis. at nearby eat mac. after that went took cab go home. thanks claudia fer the ride.

when i was drunk.
the only thing in my mind was all the memiors me with you.

2008-05-30T02:14:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to zhenghui korkor.
rotting at home. watching 'it started with a kiss' all the way.

well, im getting off.
im sick of missing you.
im tired of loving you boy.

just now was busy chatting in msn with claudia sis dear baobeiis &yihong.
stupid ass. at first yihong buey steady. after that talk solve lliaos.
dont know at last how.
but im sure im going to enjoy with claudia sis all the way der.
im going to miss her until mad man. make things morr easy.
2morr days to go.

i will move on.
i will pretending is nort hurting at all.
im going to crack my brain to stop thinking of you.

2008-05-27T01:09:00.000-07:00

yesterday watched Er Zuo Ju Zhi Wen until 0700pm plus. after that rushed to seng kang fer guitar lesson. told my sis to pei me go mahs when she just reahced home. she said ok ok. then we rushed out. took bus to therr about 10min plus jiu reached lle. walked to the school at the top lvl of compass point. waited about 1min then go in. after the lesson went to find my sis. she siao der llerhs. i see her face llik nort happy llik that. i cheer her up. then she threw at me her phone she told me to call home then continced said 'it seems llik she dont understand whad im talking about.' - pointing mother. after that i followed her to kopi shop. then she keep on asking me whad i want to eat. then i ans lliaos she said i dont know mother have cook anot. then she asked me agn. then i ans go find a seat first. after that she ask me the same quest agn. i ans agn. she bo daiji shoot me is you want come coffee shop now say want leave. then i said i dont know whad mother have cook anot mahs somemorr then i followed you come der. she siamsiam. on the way walking to bus shop i told her to buy a bread first then she walked a long way to buy bread. she buy bread also need to ask me whad to eat. then i gave her choice. &she bought curry puff. then we was walking to bus stop interchange while she was eating her curry puff. after awhile the bus came. she said 'stupid just now i should buy bread llik that i will eat faster.' then went in the bus i sat in front. she blamed me fer in front she cannort eat. after that i changed place sit behind she scolded me 'yar i have a stupid sis who make it morr obvise.' stupid ass llerhs. i in front llik that me &my guitar morr space. she can sit behind if she wants. by the way she also walked behind to look fer seat when i was siting in front. after that no seats she blamed me. fedups. reached home lliaos. mother didnt cook fer dinner. then went downstairs to buy &eat at home. after that i went to bath &sleep.

woke up about 1200pm. then fried ginger ring &chicken. dont say lle llarhs. it's over nights one. after cooking continced my show until 0400pm plus. &now im very boring can. but mayb later going out. if nort go and sleep lle.

Bruise and battered by your words.
Days are shattered, it hurts.

2008-05-23T19:59:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time didnt updated my blog lle.
going to rot lle. hahah.

last thursday. glad she didnt get anything from school about the smoking case llarhs. -teacher check your bag you throw the sticks at me in front of teacher. pls noted that everyone in the class saw it. ira christina dear our class malay der all saw llarhs. i hided under claudia sis bag. she thought i want hai her. then she scolded me. virgin llarhs. then now northing happened to you lle. you happy lle mahs? do people dont do until so gou fei nor. -

yesterday after school went to hougang met christina dear der sis after that walked to her home hahah. so shiok llarhs. but her sis gave 2 sticks nort enough we both mahs. then decided to go and buy one pack. christina gave me one bag of make ups &want me to wear until very sexy llarhs. about 10min after i made up went down to coffee shop buy. stupid ass. all those tko bei keep on looking. after that i buy lliaos faster run to xtinadear house lle. hahah. then saw her sis after that took same lift go their house. then at therr hahah until shiok. then talk cork awhile. after that went dear took cab with me sent me hub. then go walkwalk. having fun with xina dear whole day. after that go home nor.

i miss llee yin qian. i miss lee yin qian.
i miss llee yin qian. i miss lee yin qian.
i miss llee yin qian. i miss lee yin qian.
i miss llee yin qian. i miss lee yin qian.
i miss llee yin qian. i miss lee yin qian.

now just wake up only. one bright morning. but dont know whad to do fer the whole day.
june holidays come lliaos. dont know whad to do.

but im giving up.
&even it's bleeding.
i will move &make it through.

2008-05-17T00:28:00.000-07:00

it's been days i didnt update my blog.
well, yesterday northing speacial really happened.
just left school late. anderson vip drag our time. tgf.
after that fang lle. misunderstood them. went cc with claudia.
my loving asshole trying cloths dont care if people saw her inside anot.
shame shame. eeeeeeeee.. hahah. after that bought the cloths then walkwalk fer awhile.
took train went home.
now it's super sssuuuppperrr hot now.
& it driving me crazy.

i know you're thinking whad i'm thinking.
boy, i beg you will nort want to mix with me agn.
cause i am nort going to watch myself die this time.

2008-05-13T03:09:00.000-07:00

on saturday went to far east settle personal staffs.
&on sunday went to far east agn bought some staffs then went to watch moive with people. =]

monday monring went to school. &suddenly mr singh said stay then continced said we are going to science centre. during the bus jorney to therr was quite fun but include zheng hock didi morr fun llarhs. hahah. reached therr alot of school nor. ok. but namind. =] then step in after awhile only. other school tiao us. we didnt do anything nor. but they no cake der. the girls want to see llet them see 2/8'08 der boys llarhs hor. after that went fer a break? baobeiis claudia have free two pizza then nearly a bottle of drink llarhs. so good can. after that went in dont know wherr then play.

today went to school and morr than half a class didnt come can. sians. but have dear dear acompany me the whole day. in line skating was the first thing we did in the morning. was quite fun. scaring people all around with dear dear. after about recess time rushed to eat cause no enough time. then went up hurry hurry end up waiting outside the hall fer moive. &while waiting ken andy &the xiao der keep on disturb me llarhs. lame shit. after awhile went in &watched transformer then yao le didi keep on di di siao siao. &dear dear sleep until very shiock. hahah. reached 0110pm lle me &tracy went out first. followed by dear bridget shermaine bao er they all. then from 711 went back to meet them. then went to cheng san cc. stupid ass. all want listen to my story. about 1hr plus. after that walked to hub. then awhile went to hahah with shermaine acompany. thanks. cannort tell out our serects. then bought ice cream at mac. after that took bus to may flower acompany her. after that go home lle.
i miss yin qian fer the whole day.

i know you have never loved me befor.
&i will nort ferce you.
boy, im giving up. im putting down everything.

2008-05-09T01:04:00.000-07:00

today is friday. &yar sometime will think of my love ones befor my bedtime. =] 8.45am went out of school &eat mac breadfast. =] sit therr about 1 hour plus. then go off. christina differnet cab as me &claudia. i miss her right now llarhs. she's my cute dear. then went to claudia house as per normal. now her house is just llik my second house lle. =] i treat her as my family. alrights. then went to bought hahah fer her. asshole is loved. use com &slack as usual llarhs after that. &went home.

&whenever i go to sleep,
i tell myself to llet you go each time.
im sorry. i cant llet you go. i still miss you.
but i cant cry out because i know i cant take back my words.
i thought i could llet you go easily from the start.
because reasiled that i cant stay with you long.
so i chose to llet you go.
boy i miss you badly.

2008-05-08T00:49:00.000-07:00

went to school to take exams. after that went to eat at 505 bubble shop with claudia, geraldine &tracy. then chat fer awhile. me &claudia went off fer about 30min plus? then joked all the way until her house. after that use com at her house slack. then time up go. normal day northing speacial llerhs. ooo.. yar. we took a mtv. hahah. just kidding. but nice llarhs. ehs? want to see? =] i will post up somethime.

but i havent miss you yet.
until i stop thinking about it.
&i hate everything about you.
why do i love you?
i shouldn't this. no i shouldn't.

2008-05-04T12:57:00.000-07:00

now so hot llarhs. my head damn pain going to die alr.
here enjoy the song. =] stupid ass.
this morning woke up by the damn hot sun around 0800plus?
yar. that's early. but i cant go back &sleep.
then went to switch on my com fer awhile &then watch the hua mulan at kid central. hahah.
after about 2hrs plus the movie ended.
then when back to sleep. until now my head is fucking pain. no pills.
cannort do anything llarhs. im fainting.

i keep thinking at was only you.
im on my own.

2008-05-03T05:44:00.000-07:00

woke up about 1230 going 1300? then ate mi go rang. =D hungry hungry.
after awhile when i just begin to cook my noodles. then a call from my mother.
said want go out eat then i said dont want ask my sis.
&cause my sis wants to meet my mother. she drag me go.
then after i cooked finish starting to eat. my sis said after i eat go meet her. lame shit.
cause i meet her only pei them eat their lunch. then i said dont want go repeatedly alr.
after about 10 - 20 min? my sis was bathing preparing to go out. &my mum call.
i picked up. she ferce me to go llarhs. fedups. cause i dont know whad to wear &go out also no money.
cannort do anything. then she come ask me go out said want find guitar lesson.
her pattern come out lliaos. yar llarhs hor. then i bo bian lle. pei my sis go out meet her. wu lliaosbobor.
at first went to seng kang but i dont want. then went me &my sis took bus reached seng kang.
i called my mother ask weather she reached anort. if nort meet at plaza sing.
but she havent reached so we met at plaza sing. =D after that we go ther eat long john.
then go walkwalk. &we went up saw some music school.
passed by therr saw lots of guitar llarhs. so handsome. hahah. chose classic llarhs. =]
cause electric very lousy. jazz normal normal only llerhs.
but after checking the timing therr nort match with my timing.
then went to seng kang after acompany my mother see those staffs in spotlight. =]
took mrt &waited fer a few stops to seng kang. then went all the way up at the compass point?
&finally found the music lesson timing just nice. =] but why just half an hour? stupid ass.
alrights. that's about today.

im sorry, boy.
i guess i shouldnt have say this.
but i miss you badly.
you stupid ass told you to get lost you really left.
but it's also fer your own good.

i know i should have alr llet you go. 

i will b just fine. pretending i'm not.
im falling from far &it's all that i've got.
so deep that no one knows.

2008-05-02T00:15:00.000-07:00

as per normal. end my exam at 0830. then fang lle. after that went to central eat hotcakes with sausages. saw dine, Tracy, bridget, chistina, denica &guys. =] then go walk walk until 12pm plus. then very tired. my mind just keep thinking non stop. but thanks to my baobeiis who always company me der. =] i love her. cause of me didnt meet her friends. but well, i promised i will repay it. alrights. after go walkwalk then took train go home lle.

guess whad? the exam fer today only fer half an hour.
dont get jealous. =]

2008-04-29T01:58:00.000-07:00

hellos. =] its been a llong time i didnt have a blog.
it is because im super boring.
eh? i guess this will b a short post from me. =D
i stop here first.